Tuesday, June 28, 2011


My inspiration: A materialistic but real friendship band…

26th April, 2008: A new day in a new town Dehradun a beautiful valley in the northern regions of India but southern regions of Asia. I was exuberant; i had left my home town Chandigarh and was full of dreams of this new place. I had been an introvert child in my early schooling so had no close friends but was really happy to visit a new place and really wanted a buddy for me. We stayed in a hotel for 15 odd days.

27th April, 2008: My first day in my new C.B.S.E. school “Scholars Home”. Being a quiet child so was afraid of this new place which I heard was full of rich rebels and I was just a new player. My first seat , i was just trying to grab what was being taught although had lots of thoughts in my subconscious mind and suddenly something hit me from my back and that was a piece of paper, a used paper and I was emblazoned by this thought “ Welcome to Scholars !” .

Scholars was a FRIEND’s place, a season of friendship days in some time in august. Although I was settled in my school, while everyone was tying I was sitting alone. Namrah, a sweet Muslim exuberant girl, observed this and while her friend was pulling her away she managed to tie that shiny red thread with a brown plastic painted piece which read “Friends Forever” on my wrist. I felt as if she had tied a responsibility on me and casted some magical spell, some occult feeling. I felt her embrace as if her energy had been transferred to me; I felt the presence of a congenial company I had been searching for years. I felt valued rather she gave me some value. But all I did was staring at her and then at the thread she tied till she vanished away on those small stairs our school had on the two sides, one for girls and other for boys.

From my birth date till Today I thought I had settled in life but something strange, some unknown feeling had been given to me, I started seeing something very differently, on the ninth cloud I realised that something was LOVE for STRANGERS. We all in this world are one of our own kinds but some where we do share a bond, I had not realised this till that day. That glistening thread inspires me to have value for people all round the world.

I never realised the value of people rather I had not realised the characteristics of the most powerful weapon of this world: Human Beings.

That small thread inspired me to get along the roads I had never took and explore a world that was new for me, but was always near me. She inspired me to have a vision of my own, she made me realise that in this world i can also stand for something because when everybody was busy enjoying with their friends she gave me a chance to make one for me. I stated enjoying my days in the school because every time she said ‘HI’ she inspired me to do well and succeed. I started doing well in my studies; she changed my personality as a whole. I became an outgoing girl; she inspired me to see Mother Nature in a complete new manner. I had heard that every human has some lucky charm and she was mine I realised when she inspired and I admired.

It was her birth day party, she invited me we walked, and she showed me a tree where she used to play with her friends as a small girl. There was a sparrow serving her little kids with some flesh and teaching her children something all her little kids were listening to her and obeying her orders. That sparrow had been there for some 6 months as Namrah told me. My sparrow was she. I clearly remember her words:

“Nikki life is this which happens when we get inspiration from those who can’t speak but teach incomparable values.”

From that day to this day I feel the essence of nature. Each and every colour god has made for us. Now, the powerful weapon changed to that little sparrow. Life is beautiful we just need a vision to see it not just a sight.

She taught me two important things: Love and Life. She is now working with a NGO and I am applying the thoughts keeping in mind my responsibilities.

Sunday, January 2, 2011


MY COUNTRY..!!!




The concept evolved..
Wen british culture revolved..
They managed through divide n rule..
The golden bird was made a fool..

Politicias took over the the rule..
Country's treasures made them drool..
Seems the system is cool..
Wid BRIBES as a basic tool..
Corruption floating on the pool..!!!!

1947-2011....budgets changed...
five year plans exchanged...
Why evrything is so strange..???
Can we not come out of this range..??

We developed chess..arithmetic...trigono..
Where these achievements went i dont know..!!!
Gave diamonds to the world till 1896..!!!
Made first university..Takshila..education tricks..!!
Chail has the highest cricket pitch...
Developed a country culture rich..!!

Wish could get back the original country...says the Speaking tree...:->..~~!!





Friday, December 31, 2010


Time......




Importance of time is truly realised..
Wen days pass by un utilised..
We miss the fragrance of old times..
Small instances also seem fresh limes..

Tik tok...rushes the clock..
We are left like a lost slot..
In our hearts we realise...
We wasted it...its was hot spot..!!!

We could make it better...
It was never so bitter..
The charm of tomorrow -> time has took...
We flow like old Brook..

Come stretch ur arms...
Pray for the gone..
look into the future..
Do the present...
Cz time waits for none...
Its worth...lots of ton..

Neither pounds nor dollars..
Wen time hits ur collars...
U cant get aside..
Its rules u would nd should abide....:-)

Thursday, December 16, 2010


Examinations....::



Since i was a child...
Exam dreams were very wild...
0/100....the fraction revolved...
from where did these EXAMS evolved....????????

Class fifth was wen i realised...
It was a One Mark fight....
The toppers cried....
Wen 99 instead of 100 arrived...

I was stuck into this thunder storm...
Exam paper made me yell...MOMMMMMMMM...
Answer sheat made me dumbstruck...
Overloaded by a one night mug up truck...

Wishd the wall to fall over me...
Felt the dad's anger heat...
The darkness was taking over me...
And the bell ranged with an EMPTY SHEET...!!!

Next i realised the mom's care....
Will do well in the next Exam swear...!!!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010



When I shattered...no one was around...
It was me surrounded in bounds...
I kept my emotions in a safe...
All i could see was a Grave...

They said they'll be der...
I look around...no one is here...
I locked myself up..
Cried...wanted a death cup...
Loneliness was all i felt...
My feeling..needed to be dealt...
I was claimed as a looser...
Wanted to have quality of a buiser...
Wanted to be strong...
Fight it out...Nobody was der...
All i had was a Silent Shout...

Is this we deserve...??
Is this we preserve...??
Should we not believe...??
In the power of love...???
Love of my parents....
Love of my friends....
Changed like season trends.....!!!!

Somethings are just not worth us...
And sometimes....undiscovered bus...
Is life meant to be Spent...???
Or lived...on worlds's RENTS....???

Wat i discovered was a lonely bed...
where i had to sleep....I dread...!!!

Mum's Bday....

She showered her love on me...
Wen i was little kid , had a hurt knee...
She took me to a temple...
Wen i accomplished something...
She blessed me even on wrong things...

I had to decide a gift for her...
Silver > Gold > Diamonds all Obscure...
Scents > Flowers lost their fragrance...
Wen it came to her lap's essence...

Jewellery was all fake...
Wen i saw her sweet cake...
One she made for my bday...
Shld be mine...but her happiest day...

Dresses are wat she likes...
But seeing my pocket...
Hate my clg spending times...

All i can give her is my love...
Which will shine through in all stages...Spl than Things Above...:-)




We fall when we want to...
We die when we desire to...
We change when we feel so...
We cry when sorrow falls through...
We cherish when we are delighted...

And WE LOVE.....When we are tooooo much EXCITED....:P....!!!!